11/11/10

why can't i keep up the confidence i feel when i run.  laced up and legs hitting the pavement, i feel i can do anything and be anything and all is right with everything!  all the minutes leading up to "hitting start" on my watch, and all the minutes after the endorphins wear off are filled with doubt and fear!  who is the true "me", the confident one or the doubtful one? are am i both? ugh